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Next photoshoot (If it will be happened) will contain a Wakizashi, dark blue Iaido outfit, meditation, more beard, more cute dimples and MORE HAIR!

We'll see about the outcomes... Just wait a little c:

!!!A little update about the next shooting!!!
Shoot will be take place AFTER 2012 Halloween and will include semi-professional face paint works.

Oh, Elvenlight!
Oh, Elvenlight!
84 stars tried to reach your warmth,
84 swords was pierced through my heart.
All the tides that raised by the Moon;
When they seen your image, dissolves and calms down.

Oh, Elvenlight!
I wait all my nightmares long untill the Sun rise,
To see your fading smile which ends my demise.
Now, how ashamed my misty mornings' skies;
For Varda herself, shines in your soul piercing eyes.

Oh, Elvenlight!
You've become the bane of my wrath,
I remember being so alone on my path.
How I really beg for my predictions finality;
While it hurts, to being only far from reality.

Oh, Elvenlight!
Waiting far away, my thoughts sway;
Could I be ever, purely happy one day?
Holding you as my salvation, and desertion;
My unending deliverance and lost liberation.

Oh, Elvenlight!
The Moon shines from a deep deep well,
Where my mirky heart has been long fell.
Through your green and joyfull grasses;
Winds and Swallows, will turn into ashes?

Oh, Elvenlight!
Your white fire scorches my wings in flames,
Can you hear me, I'm victimizing my games.
Up in the Sky; ever untouched, graceful as snow;
With distant winds, sailing in other waters now.

Oh, Elvenlight!
Despicable hopes of mine, so far from home;
Believing with stars, smiling, you are not alone.
Flying in the minds of homecoming flocks;
Where your Heart is a diamond, eternally glows.

Oh, Elvenlight! A final fading sigh!
When the dream of mine, has just about to begun;
Our ill-fated reunion, broken with Death, undone!
Though Elders say "Wasted moments won't return"
And we will never feel again, all that we learn!

Since from the beginning... To an extent; or in a way that cannot be, or could not have been; imagined. In a manner, that is, impossible to imagine or describable to them... My passion is an unimaginable extent, therefore, it's unimaginable for even the God can understand. To being unable to be imagined; inconceivable or mind-boggling beyond belief, is my curse in humanly relationships. As an unseeable, unimaginable emphasis that; if you try to describe something as my love, you'll probably fail. Hence you are emphasizing that it is difficult to imagine or understood properly.. because it is not part of people's normal experience.
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En başından beri... Bir uzam için; veya hayâl edilmeyecek, ya da hayâl edilemeyecek biçimde. Bir anlamda, bu, onlar için hayâl edilmeye imkânsız veya tanımlanamaz... Tutkum hayâl edilemeyecek bir uzam, bu nedenle, Tanrı'nın anlayabilmesi için bile hayâl edilemez. Hayâl edilmeye mümkün olmamakla; kavranılmaz veya akılalmazca olan bu inanılmazlık, benim insancıl ilişkilerimdeki Lanet'imdir. Görülemeyen, hayâl edilemeyen bir vurgu olarak, böylelikle; eğer aşkım gibi bir şeyi tanımlamaya çalışırsan, büyük olasılıkla başarısız olursun. Hayâli zor olan veya düzgünce anlaşılamayacak bir şeyi vurguladığından dolayı.. çünkü bu İnsanlar'ın normal tecrübelerinin parçası olmayan bir şey.

She were my center when I swagged away
But she lost, nobody won.
Is she conscious, of the weeping of the Moon?
Cuz' a breeze from my distant heart is calling her name...
‎.. and all that is lost; felt or not, are the only bonds
Between her and me.

I gave her more than I could give, I could spend.
I know I can't fly like her, so just say it;
Say it like she's here:
My love;
I just keep trying for you to feel good,
Keep flying for you, flying and I'm falling down;
Keep smiling like Heavens down on here, My Earth.
People would shut me down or leave me alone,
They just shoot me and leave here alone,
No attempts to bury my love 'round you...

You'd ever want to know if you let yourself,
You could have once give my life a meaning?
How wings are attached to the dead Souls I wonder,
I'll learn it, as if I could earn wings to fly.
For I can see the miracles I trace,
So I need a miracle and not someone else's nightmare
Cuz' you'll never die. No, not you,
I will always try to fly and haunt you...

I am much too young, but I'm out of my time.
Feeling like I'm anemic for my own Soul.
I was down there into the ocean,
Yeah she went down there, down there for me,
Right on my feelings; So very good,
Oh yeah, right on my dreams
But now I can feel Death, can see it's eyes
I'm sorry that I've lied, but can't continue to
I can't keep lying while I'm still looking~
into your eyes;

I never really got there, the Neverland,
I just pretended that I had!

I was drawn to her for all the wrong reasons:
wrong delusions,
wrong raves,
all wrong insomnias.

I had dreams about her, She never forgave me...
But it was all right.

She brought me to clarity, where, I choose to look back
.. to "Our" good times.

So I refused to give in. I had to continue...